You find yourself organizing your life with meticulous precision, each task a nail in the coffin of the ordinary. The universe seems to conspire to keep you from blending in, yet the more unique you become, the more you fear losing touch with those who expect you to conform. By night, the shadows grow thicker, and even the most minor setbacks feel like the edge of a slippery slope, leading you down to a place where you are no longer recognizable to yourself.